share with me.

lilgurl_23 @ 2006-07-18T18:32:00

2006-07-18T22:36:26Z

WOW have i forgotten about this livejournal deal

I dont even know how long it has been dont care to look eather

I am waiting for my phone call :9
and exctremely board for the moment.
ITS LAMO

but yeah who still writes in this comment me
whatev
peace out

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-11-28T12:34:00

2005-11-28T17:35:05Z

wow i hate mrs. Huff..
im soo PISSED!!!!

I got it, I got it bad...

2005-11-14T00:41:02Z

so what up everyone?
yeah im sitting here lousing.......
last night was fun.. i went shopping with deeds and bob and his friend kinda weird it was fun tho.. then we made our way over to chads... wich was cool i seen a lot of ppl..
some ppl just need to grow up tho lets JUST say that.
then me and chelsey went to Korys where there was a bunch of boys..
Nic and Emm showed up later on it was a blast..
me chels and Nic took about 50 pics and all laughed so much it was so fucking crazy i think the guys thought we were crazy but we diddnt care cuz tis was funny.
we stayed there for a while watched jay and silent bob kinda
then made our way"around" we eventually made our way to My wifes and talked and passed the sub around. dont ask.
we watched nichole dance in a wolf mask that scared the shit out of me but it was so funny. and fell asleep
i woke up late today..i was sound asleep chelsey woke up and left and i diddnt even here her..i never here her leave.. shes a mouse
but my momma came and got me i came home hung out.. went to johns for barnball watched the boys be idiots and came home im really tierd
tierd body wise
and tierd emotionally
FRIDAY was the worst day ever..
my parents are fucking blind i hate them. i dont like saying that but i cant help but.
i wrote poems that are more mean then i could ever imagine me being.
my little brother was horrible all night got everything he wanted and more..
ME o no.. i said one bad thing everyone goes off on me WELL FUCK YOU!! im sick of trying to make you happy ...
your loss not mine... so i cryed and went to bed IT WAS FRIDAY!! i wanted to run away
i still do to be honest
i will run away to pursley farms. my 2nd familly

people need to grow up and see whats up
foreign boys need to STAY clean and smart. wtf
sluts need to STAY away!!
i love HOLLISTER!~!!- got a new purse and new earings

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY CAREY AND CHAD WILLIAMS.. MAY YOUR DAY BE BLESSED.

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-11-10T23:14:00

2005-11-11T04:16:02Z

wow goodnight

good season gurls!! you played awsome..
i love the coach.. i mean he plays you all so fair and equal!! its sweet
sorry

okay so im going to formal now with the coolest guy ever right? haha
you knoww!! who.. who.. get it..
wooow ims o fucking tierd.
its way to late for me
screw school i hate it lets all drop out whos with me..?

im feeling better today besides the fact im tierd
my rat korah is still the best rat ever.
im trying to think if theres any new news.
man i wanna hang out with gull lake this weekend o dang.. did i say that
k im going to bed
peace goodnight..

WABAM!

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-11-09T20:34:00

2005-11-10T01:34:51Z

just typed my gov. paper

sorry havent updated in forever

ive been reallllly sick all week and today is the worst
i tryed so hard to make it thru school i only made it till like 8
wow congrats amber way to go

i still feel horrible. i cant believe i managed to type that paper
i hope i feel better tomorrow

love to all and to all goodnight

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-11-06T19:57:00

2005-11-07T00:58:19Z

RIGHT NOW i am bawling! i feel so sick..
eww
i have so much homework
ray reiger called me and its hillariouse ill tell you later
im going to bed..
i love WBP
peace

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-11-05T11:07:00

2005-11-05T16:19:52Z

last night was fun..
the game was the most energized game all year wich i thought was awsome
unfortunantly we diddnt win but that's okay our boys played awsome!! it was a good game.
anywase it was a depressing night i hate seeing boys cry.. and i cryed sum.. whatever
i went to dede's where whit serg and Dre also went as well we hung out for a bit but then i just went home i was so tierd i left my phone in dede's car so.
i watched the o.c i recorded on my t.v then went to bed.

flashback

i went to the gull lake game thursday night it was cool i got to see a few friends..
after the game we went to mccdonolds omg funniest thing ever
this guy waved at nichole and she looked at the lady at the register and was like "wow weird that guy just waved at me how weird i dont know him" it was so funny and we went and sat behind him.. and he was on the phone talking all sexual to some gurl and amanda went to get something to eat and she was talking to that guy saying he was weird and eww and all this shit and the lady behind the counter says "o i know hes weird,... thats my boyfriend" haha she came back and told us the whole thing. tooo funny. me and nic made a little i love you THING for him sick. but yeah after that ray and nic went back out to the car and I made amanda stay in there with me while i asked that guy if nichole could have his number i went up to him and was like "my friend well yeah she wanted to know if she could have your number?" he says "which one" i say "the blonde"
this is funny he says "o well ill just go talk to her" im like omg this isnt supposedto happen so me and amanda are on the ground in the corner laughing our asses off.. we eventually get stable enought to walk out to the car... and see nichole and ray in the car just yelling at him things like " you have a gurlfriend your a player/we were testing you/ i dont really want your number" and the guy was like " so we can still talk" (yeah right) then he called her a jerk or whatever
so we drove around nichole ran in mccdonolds to tell his GF and he comes walking in the other side and his mouth drops so we ran
sorry it was one of the funniest things ever..
okay

well im ganna get going i need to go do something with myself i look hidiouse!
P & L

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-11-03T12:30:00

2005-11-03T17:57:28Z

heyheyhey
" WHEN I REfER TO WILL IN THIS UPDATE IM REFERING TO DEDE'S CUZIN" not will butler.

so last night was tight i hung out with dede and yeah
we went out to play football with the boys but by the time we got out they were packing up so we left to go get coffee and went out too dede's famillys house it was so much fun. i thought i was ganna feel weird but they were awsome.
i love will... he got a good impression of me. dede will and I went back and watched last episode of laguna it was so funny... i was being an idiot but whatever.
i went home did some stuff and went to bed.
tonight im ganna go to a nursing home to see my grandma who to make it known i did not even know she was in a nursing home. but okay
then its off to the gull lake gurls bball games i havent seen the boys in so long.
it should be fun.
ohhhhhh!!

k im outty peace and love

in the library after school

2005-11-02T20:15:14Z

calvin is hott
word

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-11-02T12:51:00

2005-11-02T17:51:09Z

so lately its been okay
but nothing more
ive just beein hangin out.. today im supposedto hang out with deeds and dre we'll see how it goes.
ive been really sick for the past few days i should not have came to school today. really.
i and a half more hourse left of school.
HOLLALUIA!!
this business work s harrrrrd! like my boner.
but who cared right.
okay i better get out of here.
c-ya soon*

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-10-30T23:00:00

2005-10-31T04:06:29Z

some brazillian

some crackhead

some ghetto

some hillbilly

some verry ugly but happy gurl and some hot spain boy

some hhhhhhoootttaaayyy!!

some oc gurls

some idiot

some daddy being a goofball

some KWACKER!!

SOME kitty on drugs

some hott blonde's

the kmart pics are what we did to pass the time waiting to get into the haunted house..
i had fun this weekend!!
c ya

WHIT GET BETTER I <3 YOU
MY mom is drunk she crawled into the crawl space and fell into the incilation
i better get to bed im ganna be real tierd tomorrow
peace

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-10-30T13:37:00

2005-10-30T18:48:54Z

what up everyone

yeserday was good i suppose
craaazy but good
we went to 2 haunted houses the one at kalamazoo speedway and the phobia house..
they were scarry
but really good
we had to wait 3 hours at the phobia house we went to kmart and mccdonolds to pass the time my dad is hillariouse
my little brother was screaming like a gurl.
after that we went home at like 1
chels and Kristin called. and stopped by we walked to sergios(kyles) which was actually really fun for me being so tierd
serg and dre are so cute and funny.. we then ran back to my house which realyl shows me how out of shape i am no doubt but yeah.
we then watched next for like ever and fell asleep those gurls went to church this morning i was so tierd i diddent even hear them leave.
but yeah now im thinkin bout going to see Saw 2 im kinda scared tho but whatever.
ill update later
peace and love...

trying to talk to foreign boys online... not an easy process

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-10-29T17:15:00

2005-10-29T21:11:21Z

hey what's up..
good morning actually good afternoon
wow its already 5 30 daaaang
last night was sweet our boys are the best ever!! and ovecourse we won
before the game me and dede went to J's house which was hillariouse and his dad scared me but he burned me a cd which lasted an hour and it got busted!!
i hung out and seen a lot of ppl last night it was awsome..
i went by drakes just to say hey then me and deeds went over to melissa's bombfire thing which was fun as well... there all crazy but awsome
then i stayed at deeds
i came home this morning and my dad took the familly out to breakfest (mmm good)
then he took me and travis to see the movie DOOM which it was OKAY yeah OKAY not good nor bad..
then we went searching for haunted houses.
im supposedto do so much tonight
my dad and my little brother want me to go to the haunted houses with them.
but i also want to go see saw 2 with the gang
and im supposedto hang out with dede and
Nic called me
wow i wish the weekend lasted longer..
i stoped and got burnable cd's so im ganna burn a cd.
i need a nap.
k ill update later.. everyone have fun its halloween!!

peace

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-10-27T20:03:00

2005-10-27T23:52:25Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Amber
Birthday:	101489
Birthplace:	kalamazoo
Current Location:	pawpaw
Eye Color:	hazel
Hair Color:	blonde
Height:	5'1
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	?
The Shoes You Wore Today:	high healed sandals
Your Weakness:	letting things get to me
Your Fears:	clowns,small spaces, spiders, loosing someone
Your Perfect Pizza:	cheeze,pineaple,more cheeze,
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	secret
Thoughts First Waking Up:	"im tierd" "lets have a good day"
Your Best Physical Feature:	boobs ha.. my eyes
Your Bedtime:	whenever im tierd
Your Most Missed Memory:	kansas
Pepsi or Coke:	pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	BK fo sho
Single or Group Dates:	group
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	sometimes
Do you Sing:	yes not perfessionally
Do you Shower Daily:	yeah i try
Have you Been in Love:	almost.. but not completely
Do you want to go to College:	yes
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	for the most part
Do you get Motion Sickness:	not really
Do you think you are Attractive:	sometimes
Are you a Health Freak:	not really
Do you get along with your Parents:	haha not as much as i should
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yeah
In the past month have you Smoked:	nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	hmm... nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	i wish..just oreo pie ha
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yeah
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	yes
Ever been Beaten up:	by my little brother
Ever Shoplifted:	HAHA yeah
How do you want to Die:	i dont want to die
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	famouse.. business owner
What country would you most like to Visit:	SPAIN
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	blue
Favourite Hair Color:	brown
Short or Long Hair:	longer
Height:	5'7?
Weight:	dont matter.. nice body
Best Clothing Style:	relaxing and cute
Number of Drugs I have taken:	hmm just medicine
Number of CDs I own:	a bunch
Number of Piercings:	2
Number of Tattoos:	0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	none
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-10-26T13:14:00

2005-10-26T17:17:57Z

SO YEAH
my day is going just okay ya know
i think i did good on the phsyc test i was oh so worried about.. wich is awsome
i dont know what im doing this weekend yet which is scrrry but its cool i guess.
i think im staying at whits tonight and everything else..
the boys have a soccer game tonight i dont think im ganna make it.
yesterday in dance we got a new song for our X-mas dance. its called "shake it"
its sweet
this is the worst day of my life business class is killing me everyone is picking on me
i guess now im a dirty jew and i have the hiccups SOOOO BAD!! its not cool.
wtf everyone jeeeez.
maybee this weekend i can go to gull lake hint hint RACH!!!
GET THE MESSAGE.
k im outty
peace and love.

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-10-24T12:58:00

2005-10-24T17:01:36Z

hey
i cant find my business papers there worth SO MUCH! i hate when this happens!
and we have a test tomorrow to make things better.

anywase...
today after school i hope to make it to the tanners. then over to a friends house.
it should be fun :)
then im going to the game.
but anywase... i hate school.. but the day is almost over! thank the lord.
im ganna go study for this business class i have tomorrow peace and love!!

youll be alright as long as you stay with me

2005-10-23T19:23:22Z

its official im in like totally ::)
okay anywase my weekend was awsome.
friday was OKAY airway lanes was fun the laser tag was out of controlle.
then mccdonolds then chicken coop. then the elementry school. sergio drove Tim.H's truck it was the funniest thing deeds lost her purse but thank god we found it.
me,Rikky,Nick.G,Snugg,And Vic rode in a car back to pawpaw... the highway was packed for a while it was really funny tho WE LISTENED TO SPANISH MUSIC it was so awsome.. i would say minus the not being able to understand what there saying part but id have to say that was the BEST part haha it was overall SWEET.
me and Deeds went back to her house and watched the rest of that movie its so crazy.. and we talked FOREVER i feel asleep while she was on the phone i felt bad but i was exhausted.
saturday i went home for a while me and my little brother and mom went and got pumpkins for halloween!! ohhh
then Snugg came over we got soo into this Lifetime movie cuz lifetime movies are the best ever might i say... then the gang showed up.. Rick james, deeds,coch,Emm.. and we headed off to see fog i sat next to whitney which ovecourse is ganna be trouble im surprised i diddent get jumped.. haha (the camera) and overall everything we did haha
it was great and on the way home it was FOGGY HOW CRAZY!!
we got whits car and went got food went to rikkys and me whit and dede about killed eachother i laughed a lot tho it was a lot of fun!
then the foreigners came over later and that was awsome as usual cuz there both hillarious.. and i got to hang out with Dre so my night was made i always have fun with him ill leave it at that... then the boys went in the hott tub.. i enjoyed that as well haha...me and whitney eventually left around 2:30 AM and went home talked watched the movie and slept..
now im waiting for the stupid team dinner lol.. no im sure it wont be bad.. i tryed to kinda dress up just to be ... cool like that? but i dont think what im wearing is really concidered dressing up..
my brother got in a fight last night his nuckles are swoolen..
i hate school.. i wish everyday was a weekend day.. haha..
im looking forward to tonight.. im hangin out with Snugg! which will ovecourse be fun..so ill inform later ;) haha who knows what we will do.
"a love square" P-I-M-P is what you are baby. wow im done
S-L-U-T WHATS THAT SPELL EMILY!! haha "movies" inside joke.<3
i diddent see a lot of ppl this weekend.. but i had fun

k its about that time so im out!
peace and love and lots of it!~
ambro/tuggs/AM/amBam/birdie tuggs/ haha
<<<<<<<<<<<33

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-10-18T21:32:00

2005-10-19T01:37:00Z

IM SO HORNY.. ITS BEEN TOO LONG JUST INCASE YOU WANTED TO KNOW.. IS THERE ANYONE OUt THERE THAT CAN HELP ME WITH THIS PROBLEM??

so sence Heath showed me how to do it i love it!! haha
guys i have a myspace now
sassygirlnu1
lol how great.
but yeah you should add me n stuff im lonely up in there.
i had homework shit!!
i had dance tonight it was actually sweet we have a lot of our x-mas dance done.
soccer starts soon (indoor) that is and im excited.
im going with SNUG to get her hair done tomorrow it will be hott.. i already know.
tell ya what.. i will dream about it tonight and tell you how it looked in my dreams. ill let you know asap tomorrow.
haha
i crack myself up
okay so i think andres is loosing interest
but i dont care.. this weekend is ganna be BA!!
im excited.
my mom and little brother still will not call the cat by his official name Mike Jones.
they call him Noah even tho that's his brothers name! wtf on them
i better get going. i went to bed at midnight last night and was exhausted!
goodnight yall..
peace and love..

Live life to the fullest its your only chance help people enjoy it as well! </marquee? <<3

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-10-18T12:32:00

2005-10-18T16:33:31Z

im in business class

wow this is gay

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-10-17T23:27:00

2005-10-18T03:23:15Z

sorry everyone i updated twice i diddent think it worked the first time

peace

i know im the shit my chain hang down to my Dick!

2005-10-18T03:12:55Z

so i got my kitty today!! im so excited his name is Mike Jones... its awsome he is awsome!! and yeah i went to the game tonight to watch my gull lake guys and of course my pawpaw guys!! it was awsome ill update more later.. im off to see megan its her birthday ya know!!! laguna night!!

us being beautifull.. freezing our asses off!!

all i can say is.. HOTT yeah those are the couple of gull lake boys.. wheew.

FAG!

my new baby mike jones.

me just being cute!

me and little mike.

me just attempting to be sexy.. yes im bad at it.

mike playing with my hair..hes so cute.

so sorry there so big i diddent have time to resize them and everything.. megans was fun.. reiger is so cute! Nichole you passed the test "soccer game" i talked to andres "dad" or host father. i diddent know it was him and i was talking bout how cute andres was and then i felt like a dumbass. thank god my mom diddent wake up when i was gone my ass would have been grass. opps. my Rents are going out of town this weekend!! yessssssssss. okay im outty peace. jason loves L.C!! whaat.
I NEED SOME BAD!!!

i know im the shit, my chain hang down to my dick!

2005-10-18T02:55:51Z

so i got my kitty today!! im so excited his name is Mike Jones... its awsome he is awsome!! and yeah i went to the game tonight to watch my gull lake guys and of course my pawpaw guys!! it was awsome ill update more later.. im off to see megan its her birthday ya know!!! laguna night!! yeah we look hott.. and yeah they look hott.. yeah couple of our gull lake guys! FAGGOT!! mike jones my new kitty. me just being cute. me and mike jones.. o wait i am mike jones. haha whatever me being cute again.. not really. little Mike playing with my hair. so sorry there so big i diddent have time to resize them and everything.. megans was fun.. reiger is so cute! Nichole you passed the test "soccer game" i talked to andres "dad" or host father. i diddent know it was him and i was talking bout how cute andres was and then i felt like a dumbass. thank god my mom diddent wake up when i was gone my ass would have been grass. opps. my Rents are going out of town this weekend!! yessssssssss. okay im outty peace. jason loves L.C!!

lay here with me and enjoy the moment.

2005-10-17T02:00:02Z

hey i just got off the phone with my motivation speaker aka deanna russel.
i love her and we talked about absolutely everything.
people are being stupid rrr
im not going to school tomorrow fuck it.
i need to get into the shower ive been saying it for about 3 hours.
i wanna look cute tomorrow but everytime i want to i never do.
i want to hang out with andres. :(
tomorrow the boys have a soccer game against gull lake i remember i was supposedto go with someone dont know if that will happen?? whatever
see my boys from gull lake haha
i hate lindsey lohan she cant sing at all!!
The confessions of a broken heart
why do you have to go? when your so right for me.
you dont see what i see
And is it worth it for me
The same old conversation and setting
Over again.
WHAT UP?????????
Nic im excited for the soccer game. then i am hopeing to stay with my idiot(whitney) lol boys are gay whit ill give him so much shit tomorrow you know what i mean... oh hes ganna get it... its in the bag!!
k im done. peace

i dont want to take it any further because it will just make it that much harder -nichole- thank you.. that sums it ALL up basically.
peace and love and lots of it

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-10-16T19:04:00

2005-10-16T23:09:26Z

oh yeah this is only for people who care enough to read
its kinda lame so sorry
i forgott to add..

as i was cleaning today i slept for like an hour and a half and got nothing done lol but besides that.

i dreamed
not a good dream
but a verry verry sad dream

so i dreamed that he had to leave. you know who.
yeah him and it was sad. i woke up and it really clicked with me that i need to back off
no joke im ganna get hurt again sept this time it will be way worse i can already tell.
im so scarred
i already like him a lot but i know what is going to happen and it sucks.
so what DO i do??
theres no way i could say goodbye again to someone i care about.
yet i dont want to let him go.. i feel its whats best and safe.
i couldent put myself through that. as much as i want to be part of this becuze he seems so right and so just everything.. theres no way i can let myself.
thats it for now.
sorry you had to listen to that..

FOR NOW laguna night tomorrow!! ha whitney you know.
whatever.
peace.

bamber

lilgurl_23 @ 2005-10-16T18:52:00

2005-10-16T23:03:41Z

i found a new song i like im waiting for it to come its by relient k my heart hates who ive become or sumthing like that..
my weekend was BA
highlights.
creepy bum following deeds and me ahhh:(
hide and seek
dance videos
laying on deeds basketball court.
HAUNTED HOUSE PERIOD.
uhg carson and yeah them starting shit.
my burning whitney ( think... car..)
Sunday morning.
D.O.D
crush talks
voicemails from the foreigner haha
whits moms confrontation with whit and drugs wtf.. no way
wow way too much to highlight.

i love everyone
my birthday was awsome my mommy took me out to breakfest and lunch we went shopping.. and i talked her into way to much haha.. she treated me like a princess! i think my daddy found me a car! im excited.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
the game was sweet i went with deeds chels and Cap.Carey it was quit fun the way there..
we went and got coffee.
the game was tight we kicked there ass as usual.
then we went to deeds which was a blast we played hide and seek and made videos of us gurls dancing it was so funny/fun.
i got to hang with my man and my bestest of best friends haha i feel like a kid.. it was a great night. but victor would not let me lay on the ground WTF!
went to sleep went home next morning and instead of going back to bed cleaned more of my room.
i then made my way to whits and thats where everyone went and we were off to the HaUnTeD HoUsE!!! the way there was nuts the Turn arounds the singing the annoying people cough cough CARSON o yeah anywase...haha it was Whit,Meg,Kristin,Nicole,and myself in one car and it was sweet.
the guy at the place while we were standing in line scared the shit out of me, im not ganna lie, i started crying, it was so fucking scarry i dont even know why. uhg.
then some gurls peed there pants omg. haha.. i had whitney and kristin in the house cuz i was scared.
we left early to get back by midnight.
and i spent the night with my sweetest day sweethearts whitney and megan!
this morning we were all just insane...finally woke up to go to drews bday party...
it was okay except the little kids omg!!!
we named who we thought they were ganna be it was funny..
i then came home and attempted to clean again... barely anything got dont tho as usual.
frankie j .. more then words. good song as well.
im really tierd i cant wait to sleep in my bed tonight cuz of the foam..oohh aaahhh
i need some energy seriously im dead.
im ganna go watch some televisiono
i have NO IDEA how im getting to school tomorrow SHIT SON i planned on being able to drive myself. and so now im screwed.. maybee i just wont go again.. im sick right..
k peace out baby!
snoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooop